I approach anger,
reach out my hand.
“It’s okay today.”
I speak.
“Today you can come out.”
Anger stirs,
but refuses to wake from its slumber.
I approach fear,
Shoving a hand forward,
I beckon.
“Today we can make a deal.”
Voice echoing.
“Just for today.”
Fear flutters,
then stills.
I approach love,
my old friend.
Arms wide open,
smiling with all I’m worth.
“It’s just us today.”
The smile hurts my cheeks.
“Today, please just us.”
Love smiles politely,
a forlorn glance.
I approach sadness,
Offering my wrists.
I speak not.
Preparing for the cold,
the shackles as they lock.
Sadness doesn’t come.
Just a faint rattle of chains,
far off in the distance.
I approach the darkness,
where all emotions lie.
Wordlessly I scream into the void.
There is only silence.
Today I have time to feel,
but there is nothing there.